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Holla ! Lainelaine is bacckkkk !Seems to be much more happy this day ! kept skipping class this week I really don't feel like studying but all the lesson I skipped was Seni , Moral and not-so importaant subjects. Well , today's tuesday OMGosh...Two more days till our CHOIR COMPETITION !!haha. dramatic. Practices were tiring , seriously. Imagine that early in the morning come to school and just to sing , and after school delayed your lunch time and go pratice. Exshauted. but I belief it worth ? I supposed. Competition is held in our school this year and we're the 1st team to perform. Coach said there's no point to be nervous but still a lil. There's nothing to blahhh anymore. me and him ? Everything's OVER.K.O.get it ? everything backk to normal :) Dont' ask cause i'm not gonna tell. Toodles :) Yours Truly.
I miss my bolster. I miss hugs from you. I miss unexpected kisses from you. I miss... you a lot. I miss the times I had with you so much. If we're meant to bee together , maybe I won't miss you like some crazy asshole now. P/s : you know i'm telling you.
 I'm your sweetest sin. TRUE :D hahaa. heyyy peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! I want pink roses so badly.... get it on iu night ? perhaps desprete sial. This year most of the gentlmens are dateless , kind of pity them :) My date - Voon Li Teng. My HOT date. p/s : be suprise YOU , you'll see me in a new fresh look.
 I feel so untouched right now , Love really make me blind. I didn't regret to love you , although I suffer. But life without you , I suffer more. Bitterness in my heart , Loneliness within you , Feeling alone without my loves one anymore , need someone to make me feel that I'm loved or protected , but now... no more. no more. Don't blame him for that. I blame myself who made him choose this decision. He suffered more than me. just million times more than me..... but I've been missing you crazyly.
This post is full of my "The Me" pictures , it proves that I really do change a lot. Dedicated to someone I really love, I really love , dear "henry chow".  That SengYeeLeng uesd to pose everywhere she goes , even i'm eating.  or drinking.  she started to join choir and still being naive as she is. slowly dear 'henry chow' called her 'Fei Tin' and used to smile everytime when she got teased by dear 'henry chow' during choir. we share our victory together.
 sengyeeleng who loves to camwhore last time when she's not in the mood to do her hw.  and being blur sometimes...  the sengyeeleng who always smile no matter what and wearing specs.  always being herself ,even borrow wei minn's top just to snap some pictures.  always that hyper ,superactive.  crazy and playful.  with that lovely smile.  the sengyeeleng always has special hair to suprise pple.  she used to has a long long long hair.  she even cut a lala fringe a few times althought pple around me kept insulting it.  and after all , i cut this fringe and pple starting to say i'm a ********wannabe.  this was taken on 25th of January 2008, i remember it so clearly because it was the day before the whole choir gang outing with kenneth & abby lau.  sengyeeleng that used to let pple said that she has a nice skin because of my pink pink cheeks. and this is when i feel loved by dear 'henry chow'  i still remember this title ''scrunchhhhh....'' which i dont know why. the sengyeeleng just wanna have fun.  this blue baju kurung just brought backk me very very sweet memories. the day that dear 'henry chow' touched my backs.  the sengyeeleng used to had be very close with shauna and she really trained my english became not so broken.  Last but not least , the sengyeeleng used to be very very hyper everyday. yes , can see that i kept using thesengyeeleng , cos i'm so not me anymore. pple who know me. i tell you the truth , what i said up there , its all true , this is me. It's really diff from the me i am now. I just wanna be naive , hyper and sampat once again. I really changed alot. time really flies. memories are flowing in. kenneth & abby lau's farewell outing, interschool competition , callieryan&karmern's b'day outing, interact & leo iu , choral fest, malam amal and mmanymore.... I just miss it so much. I miss me. I miss the me that dear 'henry chow' love... the fei tin. where am i ? where's the hyper me ?
actions speak louder than words. i wannabe me again. i wannabe henry chow's feitin again. i wannabe.
Yours Truly :)
go, free like a bird.
It's so true. I don't mind you repost it or not.
Just i've got noting else to post due to my emotionals.
ENJOY then. 1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.
23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
---Ladies, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life
---Guys, if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.
Post this as: things girls don't realize
BYE!
memories :)B , if i leave you ,could make you feel happier , i'm willing to let go of it. As long as you're happy.
think wisely poems that really meant to me and it says how i feel now. I love the way you make me laugh , I love the way you make me cry , Tears of low stream from my eyes , as I hear your voice , a loving suprise. I love you when you're angry , I love you when you're sad , I love you when you're glad. When you tell me of the day you had. Iloveyou truly. Iloveyou deeply. Ever since the day, i let you meet me i missed you when you left. I miss you now more than ever. Making a mistake that i regret. Hoping you're a forgiver. Without you, my life is strife. But now I ask for a second chance. Be with me and start a life together forever. I wait for you as the days go by , my love is growing inch by inch. I cannot wait to see you again. But i wait for you and your warm kiss. Iloveyou. Iloveyou. Iloveyou.
I love you and you will always be in my heart. I could sit next to you and gaze into the big blue and not even say a word to you and yet my heart would still beat for you. If i open up my eyes and look at you , it is no compare to the love is shape with you. Sometimes, it feels like we are one, Unstoppable, Unbeatable. You are the light of my days, my heart flickers for you when you walk towards me. You make my heart go boom.
I'm done here.
I am still remain smiling so dont worry. I'm alright. Nobody will belive it. I'll alright later. Bye.
GOOD EVENING peeps !Sorry for neglecting my blog , modem spoiled and now fixed.Welcome home honey !A Very Belated Shout Out to Ms Voon Li Teng ! Happy Belated Sexaay Fifteen babe !! Backkkkk to today's topic , PHONES.
My dream phone , used to be.but now NOT. Went out on monday with Jshna , Jun Wei & Rushan. Saww this phone cause I beged them to go i n the shop with me , it dissapointed me badly, It's so big and ugly, Ish. Jwei said get W595i is better , so i went for research and now another problem came out , my biggest NIGHTMARE , DECIDE what colours. stupid , i hate it ! hate it !!!!!!
 White & purple. clean and clear.
 Golden and white.nice & unique.
 Peachy pink.Sweet & pretty.
you tell me how to decide ? I dont think the pink one is nice cause its abit too pinkish. suitable for pink lovers lyk lydia & left. Left purple & golden , HOW ? I cant get both , I'm not that rich I'm not millionaire or what lah. and i need to earn money to get another better spare phone so i've chose W302 Black colour. but dont know when only i can get it. *sigh* wait ... eh HOWWW ????? golden ? purple ? golden? purple? gimme opinion lah peeps ! which one do you think is more suitable for me. TAGBOARD TIME ! thanks. I super dislike holidays. BORED like where ? Hell. I'm sorry to say it but still HOlidays are like for me to eat , sleep and GROW FAT , but the fact is , i lose weight. Screwed it. I'm already so freaking skinny somemore lose weight. wtf. I wanna go out again , I want that freakking shoe & sneakers both also cost RM289 and that freaking bag & sling both also cost RM209 ! and that freaking belt , cost RM100. *sighs again* everything cost me *coughs*RM1096*coughs* wtf again. I'm being so greedy again. Shit you man. Mom got me a limited edition bag last week and i was so happy. but it still dont satisfy me. I need a big one. GAHHHHHH ! Life's no good in year 2009. that's what i think. LEO & INTERACT IU. going or not ? I'm lazy to go but i've to due to some reason , it's a big day for me. I'm so lazy to get a dress maybe i'll rewear what i wore to iu last year due to the theme. I'm rotting already. saturday window shopping dates , anyone ?
jumping off.
toodles. Yours Truly :)
 "Smile when you really mean it. " Emotionals are still unstable these few days. Please don't come and ask me what happen , it will make pissed except that i tell you. Even if i cry dont come and comfort me. I will cry more. I know its weird , but just please avoid. I hope you pple understand. Thank anyways. God , I want to be happy , I want my smile back , and I want to be confident. I will I guess.
A ring meant alot to girls , especially from the gentlemens.A ring could be for a marriage , could be a ring of friendship , could be a ring of family love, a ring meant of L.O.V.E. Commons one , Diamond ring , and its also my favourite above all kind of ring. Cause it can shines brightly , Its expensive , Its worth to buy ?, Its bling me up , It's fashion trend ? , Greedy me Dawn , I'm addicited to diamonds. I would wish that my future husband could gave me a 5 carat diamond ring. HEH. Told ya , greedy me. What am I bullshitting there ? Seems to be a happy day today, choir was bored as usual. When it comes to sectional pratice, I always have emotionals coming in. For the past few times , Renee was like asking whether I'm alright , but I'm seriously alright inside there. But I just can't put a smile on my face , lost my smile again ? anyone could get me back ? Oh dawn again , I'm missing my old times. Outings , choir practice and stuff lahh. I dont know what to blahh now. so yea got music class later , CHAO ! p/s thanks reneee for being concerned everytime , i'm seriously okayy. :) pp/s thanks paul aka pillow who temaned me for the past few days when i'm down. ppp/s cheer up pee ! things will be alright i hope. :) pppp/s I still love you like how last time i used to be , biie.
Sometimes being forced by time, when buttock get fire is very hard to control the bad temper. Therefore, please cool down.I am still soft & gentle, please don't feel angry .I am always here for you.I'm choosing stay is not because I promised you and I really meant it.I know its hard to tolerate someone.But I'm not goona hurt you anymore.I'm not gonna force you anymore ,I'm not gonna show my temper to you anymore ,I'm not gonna say nothing when you ask me am I alright.I'm not gonna complain about you that you did not spend time with me ,I'm not gonna hurt you so badly anymore, I'm not gonna pissed you off anymore,I'm not gonna make you worried about me anymore ,I'm not gonna give a chance for myself to say sorry to you anymore ,I'm not gonna forget what I've said , what I've promised ,I'll think about my atitude again, I'll change the hot temper me ,I'll change myself to become a good girl.I'll.I know I'll.I promised I'll.God you heard me ?I say I'll. with all my heart.Tell him that I'll do it.Tell him that I can do it.Tell him that I'm trying so hard to change things to become in a better way.Thank you God for telling him.I love you , Qin.
Drop by just to wish them Happy SWEET 16th !
Firstly , Happy Birthday to Miss Callie Lim ! Stay Hot. Secondly , Happy Sexaay Sixteen to Chin Ling !!Why callie 1st ? Ladies first mah. LOL Toodles ! hope ya both love the B'day song I sang :))
" A smile to hide."Hello Munkins. How's your day today ? Mine , not-so-good , I guess ?
A friend of mine cried today due to some friendship problem. Comfort her and she's alright now. But I feel bad that I dont let Evon - one of her besties to talk to her. I dont even give a chance to let her apologises or talks to her because I scared things will go worst. Somehow , crap feeling came to me and made me cried terriblely. I feel bad. I really do. God why am I so bossy ?
The other part. My best friend was really mad abt you. A best friend ? A really best and trusted friend ? I dont think see that. She felt so hurt everytime when you said something that is harsh. You wanna be special ? unique ? there you go. The person that pple HATES. Try to think back what's wrong and what's right , I know you're not a stupid girl well a smart girl to say , faces are important yes , but friends are more important ryte ? or your faces are more important than true friends ? Oh well should think abt it yourself. WARNING : I ain't scolding you , just reminding you that you really had a true friend , so appreciate it. God Bless ! ((:
"Dont fight back , think why do pple said this to you."elaine said so. ''Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.''
Well ignore this post if you want to those that's innocent. ((: I really need some way to release the STRESS I've now. I feel uncomfortable wherever I am except for my house , toilets and of course with you. I felt that there's something going on behind me which is a bad thing , such as backstabs & more. I felt quite left out this few days when I'm with friends. ( you guys dont have to be special care for me after you read this , just be normal) So yea , emotional comes to me easily and crap feeling will visits me too. So avoid me if you're scare to see me cry. at the same time , I miss li teng badly again. ): Everything will be alright I guess ? Hate competitions. I'm so tired of it. seriously. It SUCKS ! fuck up.

well picture above is just for entertaint (: This was taken during CNY 2009 when I was half-drunk. I know not so funny. Whatever lahh. P/s : calvin cheated on us. Gotta jump. Toodles.
Turning into : Die , All Right - the hives.
Hey earthlings ! How's weekend so far ? Time really flies , so fast its already March and that's mean ........ PMR is nearer. ! Some of my exam papers came out and i'm not so satisfied with one subject. I got a B for ENGLISH. wtf. I was expecting an A. *sigh Supposed to hang in pyramid with Wei Minn , Ru Wen and Shu Ying yesterday. I didn't manage to go.WTF. Mom don't allow me to go because she said she'll be going there tmr too which is TODAY. But in the end , I'm forced to go with mom to GIANT and have grocceries shopping. WTF again. Speaking of shopping , hmm... I think I've already like abandon my shoppings for 1234567654334567123456709 years. Not even spending my CNY money. By looking at it everyday but can't use it , i really feel like burn them away. But wei qin said " don't burn , give it to me." i'll give the wth look. But not too long , around two more weeks , my sweet sweet holidays are coming , hopefully it'll be as busy as the bees.I don't wish it will be like last year , rotting in the house everyday. Everyday hang at Taipan's kneating shop and done nothing ! Might going to the PRINCESS WISHES ON ICE. I know I know. Childish. But I got nothing better to do. As you know we're not young forever , so I'm gonna use this chance,to be childish. LOL. Awww , c'mon I'm fairytale type lahh. What to do ? I'm crapping alot here which i don't know why.I dont feel angry abt anything not even my mom. Just PLAIN. Shit. I'm out of words again but i just feeling like typing.weird. I've nothing to blah about. My tights are so painful now due to MERENTAS DESA & last minute practice. Ish. Damn lazy to move my legs now. I really need a new phone now , aiming to Sony Ericsson C905 metalic pink colour. Hope that bitch she wont copy me again. My old phone i've already lost hope on it , when do i use it ? When I sms , call and camwhore. That's all. Pictures , Songs , Themes & Games are all not updated. Dawn it. Plus this phone camera are super low quality. C905 metalic pink dreammmmmmmmmmmmmm on ! DADDY MOMMY PLEASE !
Holla ! Lainelaine is bacckkkk !Seems to be much more happy this day ! kept skipping class this week I really don't feel like studying but all the lesson I skipped was Seni , Moral and not-so importaant subjects. Well , today's tuesday OMGosh...Two more days till our CHOIR COMPETITION !!haha. dramatic. Practices were tiring , seriously. Imagine that early in the morning come to school and just to sing , and after school delayed your lunch time and go pratice. Exshauted. but I belief it worth ? I supposed. Competition is held in our school this year and we're the 1st team to perform. Coach said there's no point to be nervous but still a lil. There's nothing to blahhh anymore. me and him ? Everything's OVER.K.O.get it ? everything backk to normal :) Dont' ask cause i'm not gonna tell. Toodles :) Yours Truly.
I miss my bolster. I miss hugs from you. I miss unexpected kisses from you. I miss... you a lot. I miss the times I had with you so much. If we're meant to bee together , maybe I won't miss you like some crazy asshole now. P/s : you know i'm telling you.
 I'm your sweetest sin. TRUE :D hahaa. heyyy peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! I want pink roses so badly.... get it on iu night ? perhaps desprete sial. This year most of the gentlmens are dateless , kind of pity them :) My date - Voon Li Teng. My HOT date. p/s : be suprise YOU , you'll see me in a new fresh look.
 I feel so untouched right now , Love really make me blind. I didn't regret to love you , although I suffer. But life without you , I suffer more. Bitterness in my heart , Loneliness within you , Feeling alone without my loves one anymore , need someone to make me feel that I'm loved or protected , but now... no more. no more. Don't blame him for that. I blame myself who made him choose this decision. He suffered more than me. just million times more than me..... but I've been missing you crazyly.
This post is full of my "The Me" pictures , it proves that I really do change a lot. Dedicated to someone I really love, I really love , dear "henry chow".  That SengYeeLeng uesd to pose everywhere she goes , even i'm eating.  or drinking.  she started to join choir and still being naive as she is. slowly dear 'henry chow' called her 'Fei Tin' and used to smile everytime when she got teased by dear 'henry chow' during choir. we share our victory together.
 sengyeeleng who loves to camwhore last time when she's not in the mood to do her hw.  and being blur sometimes...  the sengyeeleng who always smile no matter what and wearing specs.  always being herself ,even borrow wei minn's top just to snap some pictures.  always that hyper ,superactive.  crazy and playful.  with that lovely smile.  the sengyeeleng always has special hair to suprise pple.  she used to has a long long long hair.  she even cut a lala fringe a few times althought pple around me kept insulting it.  and after all , i cut this fringe and pple starting to say i'm a ********wannabe.  this was taken on 25th of January 2008, i remember it so clearly because it was the day before the whole choir gang outing with kenneth & abby lau.  sengyeeleng that used to let pple said that she has a nice skin because of my pink pink cheeks. and this is when i feel loved by dear 'henry chow'  i still remember this title ''scrunchhhhh....'' which i dont know why. the sengyeeleng just wanna have fun.  this blue baju kurung just brought backk me very very sweet memories. the day that dear 'henry chow' touched my backs.  the sengyeeleng used to had be very close with shauna and she really trained my english became not so broken.  Last but not least , the sengyeeleng used to be very very hyper everyday. yes , can see that i kept using thesengyeeleng , cos i'm so not me anymore. pple who know me. i tell you the truth , what i said up there , its all true , this is me. It's really diff from the me i am now. I just wanna be naive , hyper and sampat once again. I really changed alot. time really flies. memories are flowing in. kenneth & abby lau's farewell outing, interschool competition , callieryan&karmern's b'day outing, interact & leo iu , choral fest, malam amal and mmanymore.... I just miss it so much. I miss me. I miss the me that dear 'henry chow' love... the fei tin. where am i ? where's the hyper me ?
actions speak louder than words. i wannabe me again. i wannabe henry chow's feitin again. i wannabe.
Yours Truly :)
go, free like a bird.
It's so true. I don't mind you repost it or not.
Just i've got noting else to post due to my emotionals.
ENJOY then. 1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.
23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
---Ladies, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life
---Guys, if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.
Post this as: things girls don't realize
BYE!
memories :)B , if i leave you ,could make you feel happier , i'm willing to let go of it. As long as you're happy.
think wisely poems that really meant to me and it says how i feel now. I love the way you make me laugh , I love the way you make me cry , Tears of low stream from my eyes , as I hear your voice , a loving suprise. I love you when you're angry , I love you when you're sad , I love you when you're glad. When you tell me of the day you had. Iloveyou truly. Iloveyou deeply. Ever since the day, i let you meet me i missed you when you left. I miss you now more than ever. Making a mistake that i regret. Hoping you're a forgiver. Without you, my life is strife. But now I ask for a second chance. Be with me and start a life together forever. I wait for you as the days go by , my love is growing inch by inch. I cannot wait to see you again. But i wait for you and your warm kiss. Iloveyou. Iloveyou. Iloveyou.
I love you and you will always be in my heart. I could sit next to you and gaze into the big blue and not even say a word to you and yet my heart would still beat for you. If i open up my eyes and look at you , it is no compare to the love is shape with you. Sometimes, it feels like we are one, Unstoppable, Unbeatable. You are the light of my days, my heart flickers for you when you walk towards me. You make my heart go boom.
I'm done here.
I am still remain smiling so dont worry. I'm alright. Nobody will belive it. I'll alright later. Bye.
GOOD EVENING peeps !Sorry for neglecting my blog , modem spoiled and now fixed.Welcome home honey !A Very Belated Shout Out to Ms Voon Li Teng ! Happy Belated Sexaay Fifteen babe !! Backkkkk to today's topic , PHONES.
My dream phone , used to be.but now NOT. Went out on monday with Jshna , Jun Wei & Rushan. Saww this phone cause I beged them to go i n the shop with me , it dissapointed me badly, It's so big and ugly, Ish. Jwei said get W595i is better , so i went for research and now another problem came out , my biggest NIGHTMARE , DECIDE what colours. stupid , i hate it ! hate it !!!!!!
 White & purple. clean and clear.
 Golden and white.nice & unique.
 Peachy pink.Sweet & pretty.
you tell me how to decide ? I dont think the pink one is nice cause its abit too pinkish. suitable for pink lovers lyk lydia & left. Left purple & golden , HOW ? I cant get both , I'm not that rich I'm not millionaire or what lah. and i need to earn money to get another better spare phone so i've chose W302 Black colour. but dont know when only i can get it. *sigh* wait ... eh HOWWW ????? golden ? purple ? golden? purple? gimme opinion lah peeps ! which one do you think is more suitable for me. TAGBOARD TIME ! thanks. I super dislike holidays. BORED like where ? Hell. I'm sorry to say it but still HOlidays are like for me to eat , sleep and GROW FAT , but the fact is , i lose weight. Screwed it. I'm already so freaking skinny somemore lose weight. wtf. I wanna go out again , I want that freakking shoe & sneakers both also cost RM289 and that freaking bag & sling both also cost RM209 ! and that freaking belt , cost RM100. *sighs again* everything cost me *coughs*RM1096*coughs* wtf again. I'm being so greedy again. Shit you man. Mom got me a limited edition bag last week and i was so happy. but it still dont satisfy me. I need a big one. GAHHHHHH ! Life's no good in year 2009. that's what i think. LEO & INTERACT IU. going or not ? I'm lazy to go but i've to due to some reason , it's a big day for me. I'm so lazy to get a dress maybe i'll rewear what i wore to iu last year due to the theme. I'm rotting already. saturday window shopping dates , anyone ?
jumping off.
toodles. Yours Truly :)
 "Smile when you really mean it. " Emotionals are still unstable these few days. Please don't come and ask me what happen , it will make pissed except that i tell you. Even if i cry dont come and comfort me. I will cry more. I know its weird , but just please avoid. I hope you pple understand. Thank anyways. God , I want to be happy , I want my smile back , and I want to be confident. I will I guess.
A ring meant alot to girls , especially from the gentlemens.A ring could be for a marriage , could be a ring of friendship , could be a ring of family love, a ring meant of L.O.V.E. Commons one , Diamond ring , and its also my favourite above all kind of ring. Cause it can shines brightly , Its expensive , Its worth to buy ?, Its bling me up , It's fashion trend ? , Greedy me Dawn , I'm addicited to diamonds. I would wish that my future husband could gave me a 5 carat diamond ring. HEH. Told ya , greedy me. What am I bullshitting there ? Seems to be a happy day today, choir was bored as usual. When it comes to sectional pratice, I always have emotionals coming in. For the past few times , Renee was like asking whether I'm alright , but I'm seriously alright inside there. But I just can't put a smile on my face , lost my smile again ? anyone could get me back ? Oh dawn again , I'm missing my old times. Outings , choir practice and stuff lahh. I dont know what to blahh now. so yea got music class later , CHAO ! p/s thanks reneee for being concerned everytime , i'm seriously okayy. :) pp/s thanks paul aka pillow who temaned me for the past few days when i'm down. ppp/s cheer up pee ! things will be alright i hope. :) pppp/s I still love you like how last time i used to be , biie.
Sometimes being forced by time, when buttock get fire is very hard to control the bad temper. Therefore, please cool down.I am still soft & gentle, please don't feel angry .I am always here for you.I'm choosing stay is not because I promised you and I really meant it.I know its hard to tolerate someone.But I'm not goona hurt you anymore.I'm not gonna force you anymore ,I'm not gonna show my temper to you anymore ,I'm not gonna say nothing when you ask me am I alright.I'm not gonna complain about you that you did not spend time with me ,I'm not gonna hurt you so badly anymore, I'm not gonna pissed you off anymore,I'm not gonna make you worried about me anymore ,I'm not gonna give a chance for myself to say sorry to you anymore ,I'm not gonna forget what I've said , what I've promised ,I'll think about my atitude again, I'll change the hot temper me ,I'll change myself to become a good girl.I'll.I know I'll.I promised I'll.God you heard me ?I say I'll. with all my heart.Tell him that I'll do it.Tell him that I can do it.Tell him that I'm trying so hard to change things to become in a better way.Thank you God for telling him.I love you , Qin.
Drop by just to wish them Happy SWEET 16th !
Firstly , Happy Birthday to Miss Callie Lim ! Stay Hot. Secondly , Happy Sexaay Sixteen to Chin Ling !!Why callie 1st ? Ladies first mah. LOL Toodles ! hope ya both love the B'day song I sang :))
" A smile to hide."Hello Munkins. How's your day today ? Mine , not-so-good , I guess ?
A friend of mine cried today due to some friendship problem. Comfort her and she's alright now. But I feel bad that I dont let Evon - one of her besties to talk to her. I dont even give a chance to let her apologises or talks to her because I scared things will go worst. Somehow , crap feeling came to me and made me cried terriblely. I feel bad. I really do. God why am I so bossy ?
The other part. My best friend was really mad abt you. A best friend ? A really best and trusted friend ? I dont think see that. She felt so hurt everytime when you said something that is harsh. You wanna be special ? unique ? there you go. The person that pple HATES. Try to think back what's wrong and what's right , I know you're not a stupid girl well a smart girl to say , faces are important yes , but friends are more important ryte ? or your faces are more important than true friends ? Oh well should think abt it yourself. WARNING : I ain't scolding you , just reminding you that you really had a true friend , so appreciate it. God Bless ! ((:
"Dont fight back , think why do pple said this to you."elaine said so. ''Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.''
Well ignore this post if you want to those that's innocent. ((: I really need some way to release the STRESS I've now. I feel uncomfortable wherever I am except for my house , toilets and of course with you. I felt that there's something going on behind me which is a bad thing , such as backstabs & more. I felt quite left out this few days when I'm with friends. ( you guys dont have to be special care for me after you read this , just be normal) So yea , emotional comes to me easily and crap feeling will visits me too. So avoid me if you're scare to see me cry. at the same time , I miss li teng badly again. ): Everything will be alright I guess ? Hate competitions. I'm so tired of it. seriously. It SUCKS ! fuck up.

well picture above is just for entertaint (: This was taken during CNY 2009 when I was half-drunk. I know not so funny. Whatever lahh. P/s : calvin cheated on us. Gotta jump. Toodles.
Turning into : Die , All Right - the hives.
Hey earthlings ! How's weekend so far ? Time really flies , so fast its already March and that's mean ........ PMR is nearer. ! Some of my exam papers came out and i'm not so satisfied with one subject. I got a B for ENGLISH. wtf. I was expecting an A. *sigh Supposed to hang in pyramid with Wei Minn , Ru Wen and Shu Ying yesterday. I didn't manage to go.WTF. Mom don't allow me to go because she said she'll be going there tmr too which is TODAY. But in the end , I'm forced to go with mom to GIANT and have grocceries shopping. WTF again. Speaking of shopping , hmm... I think I've already like abandon my shoppings for 1234567654334567123456709 years. Not even spending my CNY money. By looking at it everyday but can't use it , i really feel like burn them away. But wei qin said " don't burn , give it to me." i'll give the wth look. But not too long , around two more weeks , my sweet sweet holidays are coming , hopefully it'll be as busy as the bees.I don't wish it will be like last year , rotting in the house everyday. Everyday hang at Taipan's kneating shop and done nothing ! Might going to the PRINCESS WISHES ON ICE. I know I know. Childish. But I got nothing better to do. As you know we're not young forever , so I'm gonna use this chance,to be childish. LOL. Awww , c'mon I'm fairytale type lahh. What to do ? I'm crapping alot here which i don't know why.I dont feel angry abt anything not even my mom. Just PLAIN. Shit. I'm out of words again but i just feeling like typing.weird. I've nothing to blah about. My tights are so painful now due to MERENTAS DESA & last minute practice. Ish. Damn lazy to move my legs now. I really need a new phone now , aiming to Sony Ericsson C905 metalic pink colour. Hope that bitch she wont copy me again. My old phone i've already lost hope on it , when do i use it ? When I sms , call and camwhore. That's all. Pictures , Songs , Themes & Games are all not updated. Dawn it. Plus this phone camera are super low quality. C905 metalic pink dreammmmmmmmmmmmmm on ! DADDY MOMMY PLEASE !
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