I told ya , I reaaaaaaaad at night. It feels so awesome :D

I shall say GOOD AFTERNOON people ! Before I start this , I warn you , this is so gonna be a long post of talkings :D Here I goo ;

"Every story has an end , but in life every end is just a begining." quoted by Alysaa Remesh Natesan.

I wish I can hew you into pieces for that higgledy-piggledy we had. I can't do anything as you phrased it, it's already the past or I can say it was a quirk of fate. I'd chosen you , the wrong one eventhough I was prepared but my faith in you, was blooming until it came to an awful ending. It shines once again. I thought it would be the faith-healing unfortunately we made the wrong choice and you left me to face this hideous fact alone and yet you're being so heartless now , vituperated me as I'm an idiot. I belief in karma because I got it back suprisingly and reflects how myself was a vixen , and naively thoughtless happy-go-lucky festoon girl, that would hooked on a soulmate's honey. I always covered it up with a vivacious laugh when the uncontrollable tears rolled down endlessly. Aye , you're worthless , only a loser would wait for something that's taken away. The one was loved the most knocked me, the most. As I was lost in the moonless night , I'd changed into a mead , because I thought it might lead me to the light. A dim-sighted fool I was , get rid of the moment of truth , embark on things like a glass of filthy martini. Trapped in it's own fantasy , begging the well-wisher for just a gasp of love in the air , resting on the fate to give me a solution. It failed miserably , of course , ados came further when everyone of you'd already gave up on me with deep dissapointments , the signals the beginning of emo era had start.Every dream of mine dissappeared as fast as the quicksilver.Ego went so strong , I fought shy of it while being headstrong because I couldn't believe it would collapse with those bitter criticism and vituperations that they and an outsider gave. Days and nights I'm trying so hard to get through pros and cons , wear and tear. I ain't that strong like how I acted anymore , I'd to admit that I became a loner and you would called me shallow bitch , a stray.I'm not here , asking for pityness nor starting a fight , as I'm a student about to leave from here a year away , but I'm just so afraid of the loneliness in my heart. And now if I'm given a wish , I would wish to wash away all the various havoc because I can't go with the flow and I regretted for who I was. God is always a forgiver , and I know he did forgive me when I realised everything. I hope and pray hard to Lord & Buddha one more time that all and sundry would forgive and forget. No doubts , this is nitty-gritty where every common people would face in life , by hook or by crook. Like an camp speaker said , " Life's full of suprises for us to experience and that's where we fell and learn how to get up , grown up."

Yours Truly,Elaine.

P/s : Everyone do make stupid mistakes , blind for what it is.

I told ya , I reaaaaaaaad at night. It feels so awesome :D

I shall say GOOD AFTERNOON people ! Before I start this , I warn you , this is so gonna be a long post of talkings :D Here I goo ;

"Every story has an end , but in life every end is just a begining." quoted by Alysaa Remesh Natesan.

I wish I can hew you into pieces for that higgledy-piggledy we had. I can't do anything as you phrased it, it's already the past or I can say it was a quirk of fate. I'd chosen you , the wrong one eventhough I was prepared but my faith in you, was blooming until it came to an awful ending. It shines once again. I thought it would be the faith-healing unfortunately we made the wrong choice and you left me to face this hideous fact alone and yet you're being so heartless now , vituperated me as I'm an idiot. I belief in karma because I got it back suprisingly and reflects how myself was a vixen , and naively thoughtless happy-go-lucky festoon girl, that would hooked on a soulmate's honey. I always covered it up with a vivacious laugh when the uncontrollable tears rolled down endlessly. Aye , you're worthless , only a loser would wait for something that's taken away. The one was loved the most knocked me, the most. As I was lost in the moonless night , I'd changed into a mead , because I thought it might lead me to the light. A dim-sighted fool I was , get rid of the moment of truth , embark on things like a glass of filthy martini. Trapped in it's own fantasy , begging the well-wisher for just a gasp of love in the air , resting on the fate to give me a solution. It failed miserably , of course , ados came further when everyone of you'd already gave up on me with deep dissapointments , the signals the beginning of emo era had start.Every dream of mine dissappeared as fast as the quicksilver.Ego went so strong , I fought shy of it while being headstrong because I couldn't believe it would collapse with those bitter criticism and vituperations that they and an outsider gave. Days and nights I'm trying so hard to get through pros and cons , wear and tear. I ain't that strong like how I acted anymore , I'd to admit that I became a loner and you would called me shallow bitch , a stray.I'm not here , asking for pityness nor starting a fight , as I'm a student about to leave from here a year away , but I'm just so afraid of the loneliness in my heart. And now if I'm given a wish , I would wish to wash away all the various havoc because I can't go with the flow and I regretted for who I was. God is always a forgiver , and I know he did forgive me when I realised everything. I hope and pray hard to Lord & Buddha one more time that all and sundry would forgive and forget. No doubts , this is nitty-gritty where every common people would face in life , by hook or by crook. Like an camp speaker said , " Life's full of suprises for us to experience and that's where we fell and learn how to get up , grown up."

Yours Truly,Elaine.

P/s : Everyone do make stupid mistakes , blind for what it is.