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To GUYS that said she's HOT , I can TELL YOU SHE IS NOT HOT AT ALL ! (eventhough she puts down her hair !) SERIOUSLY !!! ain't jealousing but seriously she's not hot at all ! don't so blind lah !!! and she don't have a very very good or very bad attitude. that's all i can said so :) RAWRRR !
I wish to understand you more , baby. I need more exercises jogging , swimming & frisbee i guess ?
Hey Hey You You !Nothing much to update.Read this post in VOON LI TENG 's blog and its so freakking TRUE !Hinting to every guy that had a gf !Due to this post is copy and paste from LI TENG , so i named it as Li Teng's post. bangga sial~but can't see sorry :(Ready ?Here we go... !45 things a girl WANTS but won't ask for.. 1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends.It makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know! WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US .. 26. Don't lie to her.
27. DON'T cheat on her. (DON'T EVEN TRY IT!) 28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you. ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT. 31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too. 32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her. REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT .. 36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link yourfingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand. 40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you're sitting on her. You'll never know when she needs just a little more love ..
Isn't it TRUE ? Guys , you might think we girls are so calculative , want this , want that. Althought some girls said they dont need this , but they need this kind of stuff SOMETIMES. This what GUYS are SUPPOSE TO DO as a bf or husband. :) Show her how much you love her , Action SPEAKS louder than words.
Hello cupcakes ,After so much efforts , hardworks , hardcore studies finally it comes to an end not yet, maybe its just the begining?,Feb test just end on Friday. Emotionals come to me after reading that message. Planning some outings with friends. Still not so sure about it. I seriously hate anybody , anyone including my family, my friends and so on take my thing FOR NO REASON. I hate it so much but what can i do ? Suffer is what i've now. I really had enough of it!!! I can't face this friggin anymore. Nobody care about my feelings.Especially you ,Bad mood , keep quiet. I cared , you answered NOTHING. You being like this to me, i'll be the same way to you. I thought you'll be just like what you did to me last time. Just caring , loving and more. But now you don't seems to care about me anymore. I'm not calculative you know. I thought you'll be better to me after the arguements and fightings , but it came out not-so-good. You already like got protected by me from my friends being not understanding. I'm really so sad abt it. I miss you so badly.
Hello little earthlings , BACK from Sunway Pyramid ! Went there to get brother's stuff before he flys back to Sydney , Aussie :(( Pyramid's decorations were LOVELY ! I'm so in Valentines mood now. Hmmmm ;) LOve Love LOve Love LOve ROSES !!!!!!!! Mum was my Valentine today ! LOL. Nothing much to blahh. Come lets have our picture talking time ! me being usual , jakun with lovely things.
Mummy camwhore !
Like mother , like daughter !
I've no idea why they put cages therebut its just nice.
Gotta go sleep now ! Toodles !
Happy Valentine's Day to all the lovebirds & lovely people out there ! How's your Valentine's day ? Having fun ? At least I am. ((: Attended school today , its season of love so I decided to go school to give "love" !*winks* Received quite alot presents , bears, lollipops believe it its so adorable cause its so mini ! , chocolates especially Ferrero Rocher and of course the most traditional one ROSES but not as much as Evon's. JEALOUS ! She was nagging that Kok Weng- the bf , never get her things but in the end she got whole bunch of roses ! from florist i guess not from school. School was so fun today , cause its Valentine's day ! Everygirl will be like waiting your secret admire or boyf to give them somethings , that feeling feels good. LOL. But one thing I hate its ple kept reading those messages on the little cards , afterthat they will looking at you and smile. EWWWWWW~ Recess time was so busy , everyclub members are busy giving stuff to pple , that's just so warm :)) AWWWWWWW~ I'm starting to love Valentine's day cause its a day that show all your love to evrybody you love , you like , you thanks too. PINK & RED is the colour of today ! Okayy , I think I'm writing too much. PICTURES TIME ! Before I you scroll down , I would want to thanks pples who got me stuff , will appreciate it lots. LOVES. I want to especially say THANK YOU to WEI QIN aka my "babe" , he bought me really lots of stuff. Thanks hun. Love ya !
Enjoy ! xD

really thanks babes & dudes. LOVES <3 a close shot. love the roses & testube lots !
classic one. Roses from my dear , wei qin !
Balloon which made me look so childish but still love it.from Zhi Qi. LOVE IT !
 simply love this two pictures. :)
Ferrero Rocher from Wei Qin !Awwwwww~Fave for the day !
  Posing with it.
testube of love?
5 minutes later.......
NO MORE ! haha !
Original look , I accidentaly lost one of the gummies. from wei qin too. really thanks !
 bear from wei qin & boon hui too.  Thanks ! Went home and took out everything , got unespected result with the roses,. . . . . . . . . . . .
TADA !
It looks so pretty & lovely ! It suited my kitchen so much , i guess mom will love it. TeeHee :)
another view of it ! Yellow rose !
Blue & yellow roses are so nice !!!
Actually there's more , there's cupcakes too FROM Wei qin and Marcus Pee. It spoiled when I was in the car while mom's Uturning and I was too hungry , didn't have time to snap a pic of it. Sorry ! Seriouly today is a BLAST ! can said so lah. Gotta go !
Before I go ,
I love god too !
Happy Valentine's Day again :DD Toodles !
.jpg) SENG YEE LENG IS BACKK ! Hey little earthlings, Tmr's VALENTINE"S DAY !!!Get ready your presents , roses , chocs or cookies ... for the one you love ? I guess i'm done with it. LOL. and FYI , I spend like abt RM116 on those valentine's promotion. What to do ? It's the season of LOVE ! not only for your friends , do celebrate and get presents for your family , neighbour and also GOD. I saw this in PEE's blog and its so true. :) CLICK it if ya free , do visit my godbro's blog. School being boring and fun as usual , just i hate one of my classmate which is a guy who loves to act cool and think whatever who he is , gosh. LAAAAALALAALALALALALALALA. don't feel like talking emo stuff. Let's SMILE pple ! Btw i'm still in CNY mood. I miss my mini open house so muchh !! (will update more abt it , waiting for the pics from WEI QIN !!!) I'm might have a HALLOWEEN party during OCTOBER. still got so longgggg.......... Blessings , elaine. *MWAH MWAH* .jpg) BYE ! xD
"Am I A Replacement Of You ? " I kept asking myself the whole day. indsnwr.
Its hard to decide when there's two nice things in front of you , but you only have one choice , after choosing one you'll just hurt the other one , so no matter you chose which one you will still hurt either one. There's no way is nobody get hurt. make you decision now.
my words for today : brave to love , brave to let go.
Hey Hey You You !Who's that ah ma and who's that adorable baby ? That's my grandma(mother's side) and baby cousin ! Well the reason I post up this picture is because I find it very jakun and for the sake of my dead blog. LOL Today is the last day of CHINESE NEW YEAR , but i'm still in the CNY mood. Went WEI MINN's house on Saturday and Sunday my whole bunch of form 3s , 4s friends came to my house ofr the last CNY visit.Will update about it soon , need to wait for wei minn & wei qin's photos. warning wei minn and wei qin are not sister and brothers. haha ! Choir was fun and boring as usual ,but something I hate about choir is our choir teacher , you know who. The BLABBER QUEEN ! Damn annoying you know ! But sometimes she's so geli , "eh my dear ar, the coach is talking ,keep quiet please." "my dear where's xxx ?" Is like evryone is MY DEAR. Oh gosh forgive her. I've made up my mind , I'm going to get the paris hilton golden colour handbag. What else i can blog now ? Let's see.. Hmm... February test is coming , study hard SENG YEE LENG ! but at the same time , Valentine's day coming too , Who's your Valentine?
Who's your secret admire? got find it out.
My words for today , With you , I shine brighter. :)
elaine says MUACKS ! BYE !
Dear left ,I'm happy that you understand everything.I hope you don't sad about it too. Remember , everyday is a new begining. A smile is evrything ! Eh , who's the person in your heart ??? better tell me. RAWRR. Lastly , May God Bless (: loves, LEFT ! School was hectic today ! Is like almost every single period also copy notes. Damn it weih ! Now my hand have blister adi. But luckily less homeworks today. Thank God ! Bad NEWS ! My dad said he gotta delay for my camera !!! NOO !!!! I want my camera. )): I've so much cash with me now and can't decide which brand bag I should go for. Paris Hilton handbag ? Guess handbag ? Lollipops tote ?which one shld i go for ? Mom is getting me a guess one on MARCH. Due to some reason , I don't feel like getting the Paris Hilton bag. I saw a SEMBONIA bag quite nice but abit old so never buy. I really need a bag now !!! Maybe I'll just get the Paris Hilton one. Urghh. and now I'm gonna say something bad about someone , you can ignore if you want. YOU're a Bloody COPYCAT ! why do you love show off so much ? you say pple copy you but actually you're the one who copy pple's stuff. (sounds so childish) You might look friendly outside but you're just a rotten apple inside. So what you're rich ? stop showing off around please.
elaine signing off !
Hey there little earthlings ! Chinese New Year's holidays are over. Back to school , everything still the same. When first step into school , I've a stress feeling which I don't know why. School was not that bad , but my science was super boring today. I did not yawn , but my sleepy eyes kept closing and closing but luckily I didn't fell asleep.Sorry ther's no new pictures , the uploader hates me , kept erorring. I miss 2007 , when I'm form 1. I'm just so naive , innocent and pure happy kid. Is not that i'm not happy now but its just URGH. I don't know. My bloody emotionals lost control. I can be very hyper and also emo too. I kept laughing and laughing in the class today , well that's just for fun. But after some incident , I felt different. DEFINITELY DIFFERENT. I felt sad due to somethings. I'm trying to forget everything in past but it's just so hard for me. I tried so hard to tolerate and not to be too sensitive about it. I can't. I alway force myself by saying "they're just friends" to myself when I saw them together. But my heart was jealousing so much when I saw them talking so happily. But when comes to me , I'll just have the pure bitter face or bitter smile to you and I'll start telling you I don't like this , I don't like that. I don't mind you guys be how close. But why do you always appear when we're together and why are you always ditch me when you saw her ? Is that fair to me ? I FUCKing hate this bloody feeling. I bet afteryou guys read this will got missunderstood the whole thing. I've no where to let me spread out my feeling and blog is the only way. I'm not saying you're flirting or anything with him. I can't face the FACT ? what fact ? I've no freakking idea to solve this. I'm not asking you to avoid from him or anything. I'm expressing my hate feeling abt him. Maybe i quit is the only way ? Oh , Jesus. pls tell me how should i face this problem , How can i be not that sensitive abt them ? I need a way , oh lord. pls give me a way OUT. I don't like hating anyone. Hating someone is hard and you're the one who surfering. Jun Yi , you're right , Usually the person you love the most is the person who hurt you the most. Now , I know how's the feeling. I'm really sorry for what i did in the past.
To GUYS that said she's HOT , I can TELL YOU SHE IS NOT HOT AT ALL ! (eventhough she puts down her hair !) SERIOUSLY !!! ain't jealousing but seriously she's not hot at all ! don't so blind lah !!! and she don't have a very very good or very bad attitude. that's all i can said so :) RAWRRR !
I wish to understand you more , baby. I need more exercises jogging , swimming & frisbee i guess ?
Hey Hey You You !Nothing much to update.Read this post in VOON LI TENG 's blog and its so freakking TRUE !Hinting to every guy that had a gf !Due to this post is copy and paste from LI TENG , so i named it as Li Teng's post. bangga sial~but can't see sorry :(Ready ?Here we go... !45 things a girl WANTS but won't ask for.. 1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends.It makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know! WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US .. 26. Don't lie to her.
27. DON'T cheat on her. (DON'T EVEN TRY IT!) 28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you. ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT. 31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too. 32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her. REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT .. 36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link yourfingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand. 40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you're sitting on her. You'll never know when she needs just a little more love ..
Isn't it TRUE ? Guys , you might think we girls are so calculative , want this , want that. Althought some girls said they dont need this , but they need this kind of stuff SOMETIMES. This what GUYS are SUPPOSE TO DO as a bf or husband. :) Show her how much you love her , Action SPEAKS louder than words.
Hello cupcakes ,After so much efforts , hardworks , hardcore studies finally it comes to an end not yet, maybe its just the begining?,Feb test just end on Friday. Emotionals come to me after reading that message. Planning some outings with friends. Still not so sure about it. I seriously hate anybody , anyone including my family, my friends and so on take my thing FOR NO REASON. I hate it so much but what can i do ? Suffer is what i've now. I really had enough of it!!! I can't face this friggin anymore. Nobody care about my feelings.Especially you ,Bad mood , keep quiet. I cared , you answered NOTHING. You being like this to me, i'll be the same way to you. I thought you'll be just like what you did to me last time. Just caring , loving and more. But now you don't seems to care about me anymore. I'm not calculative you know. I thought you'll be better to me after the arguements and fightings , but it came out not-so-good. You already like got protected by me from my friends being not understanding. I'm really so sad abt it. I miss you so badly.
Hello little earthlings , BACK from Sunway Pyramid ! Went there to get brother's stuff before he flys back to Sydney , Aussie :(( Pyramid's decorations were LOVELY ! I'm so in Valentines mood now. Hmmmm ;) LOve Love LOve Love LOve ROSES !!!!!!!! Mum was my Valentine today ! LOL. Nothing much to blahh. Come lets have our picture talking time ! me being usual , jakun with lovely things.
Mummy camwhore !
Like mother , like daughter !
I've no idea why they put cages therebut its just nice.
Gotta go sleep now ! Toodles !
Happy Valentine's Day to all the lovebirds & lovely people out there ! How's your Valentine's day ? Having fun ? At least I am. ((: Attended school today , its season of love so I decided to go school to give "love" !*winks* Received quite alot presents , bears, lollipops believe it its so adorable cause its so mini ! , chocolates especially Ferrero Rocher and of course the most traditional one ROSES but not as much as Evon's. JEALOUS ! She was nagging that Kok Weng- the bf , never get her things but in the end she got whole bunch of roses ! from florist i guess not from school. School was so fun today , cause its Valentine's day ! Everygirl will be like waiting your secret admire or boyf to give them somethings , that feeling feels good. LOL. But one thing I hate its ple kept reading those messages on the little cards , afterthat they will looking at you and smile. EWWWWWW~ Recess time was so busy , everyclub members are busy giving stuff to pple , that's just so warm :)) AWWWWWWW~ I'm starting to love Valentine's day cause its a day that show all your love to evrybody you love , you like , you thanks too. PINK & RED is the colour of today ! Okayy , I think I'm writing too much. PICTURES TIME ! Before I you scroll down , I would want to thanks pples who got me stuff , will appreciate it lots. LOVES. I want to especially say THANK YOU to WEI QIN aka my "babe" , he bought me really lots of stuff. Thanks hun. Love ya !
Enjoy ! xD

really thanks babes & dudes. LOVES <3 a close shot. love the roses & testube lots !
classic one. Roses from my dear , wei qin !
Balloon which made me look so childish but still love it.from Zhi Qi. LOVE IT !
 simply love this two pictures. :)
Ferrero Rocher from Wei Qin !Awwwwww~Fave for the day !
  Posing with it.
testube of love?
5 minutes later.......
NO MORE ! haha !
Original look , I accidentaly lost one of the gummies. from wei qin too. really thanks !
 bear from wei qin & boon hui too.  Thanks ! Went home and took out everything , got unespected result with the roses,. . . . . . . . . . . .
TADA !
It looks so pretty & lovely ! It suited my kitchen so much , i guess mom will love it. TeeHee :)
another view of it ! Yellow rose !
Blue & yellow roses are so nice !!!
Actually there's more , there's cupcakes too FROM Wei qin and Marcus Pee. It spoiled when I was in the car while mom's Uturning and I was too hungry , didn't have time to snap a pic of it. Sorry ! Seriouly today is a BLAST ! can said so lah. Gotta go !
Before I go ,
I love god too !
Happy Valentine's Day again :DD Toodles !
.jpg) SENG YEE LENG IS BACKK ! Hey little earthlings, Tmr's VALENTINE"S DAY !!!Get ready your presents , roses , chocs or cookies ... for the one you love ? I guess i'm done with it. LOL. and FYI , I spend like abt RM116 on those valentine's promotion. What to do ? It's the season of LOVE ! not only for your friends , do celebrate and get presents for your family , neighbour and also GOD. I saw this in PEE's blog and its so true. :) CLICK it if ya free , do visit my godbro's blog. School being boring and fun as usual , just i hate one of my classmate which is a guy who loves to act cool and think whatever who he is , gosh. LAAAAALALAALALALALALALALA. don't feel like talking emo stuff. Let's SMILE pple ! Btw i'm still in CNY mood. I miss my mini open house so muchh !! (will update more abt it , waiting for the pics from WEI QIN !!!) I'm might have a HALLOWEEN party during OCTOBER. still got so longgggg.......... Blessings , elaine. *MWAH MWAH* .jpg) BYE ! xD
"Am I A Replacement Of You ? " I kept asking myself the whole day. indsnwr.
Its hard to decide when there's two nice things in front of you , but you only have one choice , after choosing one you'll just hurt the other one , so no matter you chose which one you will still hurt either one. There's no way is nobody get hurt. make you decision now.
my words for today : brave to love , brave to let go.
Hey Hey You You !Who's that ah ma and who's that adorable baby ? That's my grandma(mother's side) and baby cousin ! Well the reason I post up this picture is because I find it very jakun and for the sake of my dead blog. LOL Today is the last day of CHINESE NEW YEAR , but i'm still in the CNY mood. Went WEI MINN's house on Saturday and Sunday my whole bunch of form 3s , 4s friends came to my house ofr the last CNY visit.Will update about it soon , need to wait for wei minn & wei qin's photos. warning wei minn and wei qin are not sister and brothers. haha ! Choir was fun and boring as usual ,but something I hate about choir is our choir teacher , you know who. The BLABBER QUEEN ! Damn annoying you know ! But sometimes she's so geli , "eh my dear ar, the coach is talking ,keep quiet please." "my dear where's xxx ?" Is like evryone is MY DEAR. Oh gosh forgive her. I've made up my mind , I'm going to get the paris hilton golden colour handbag. What else i can blog now ? Let's see.. Hmm... February test is coming , study hard SENG YEE LENG ! but at the same time , Valentine's day coming too , Who's your Valentine?
Who's your secret admire? got find it out.
My words for today , With you , I shine brighter. :)
elaine says MUACKS ! BYE !
Dear left ,I'm happy that you understand everything.I hope you don't sad about it too. Remember , everyday is a new begining. A smile is evrything ! Eh , who's the person in your heart ??? better tell me. RAWRR. Lastly , May God Bless (: loves, LEFT ! School was hectic today ! Is like almost every single period also copy notes. Damn it weih ! Now my hand have blister adi. But luckily less homeworks today. Thank God ! Bad NEWS ! My dad said he gotta delay for my camera !!! NOO !!!! I want my camera. )): I've so much cash with me now and can't decide which brand bag I should go for. Paris Hilton handbag ? Guess handbag ? Lollipops tote ?which one shld i go for ? Mom is getting me a guess one on MARCH. Due to some reason , I don't feel like getting the Paris Hilton bag. I saw a SEMBONIA bag quite nice but abit old so never buy. I really need a bag now !!! Maybe I'll just get the Paris Hilton one. Urghh. and now I'm gonna say something bad about someone , you can ignore if you want. YOU're a Bloody COPYCAT ! why do you love show off so much ? you say pple copy you but actually you're the one who copy pple's stuff. (sounds so childish) You might look friendly outside but you're just a rotten apple inside. So what you're rich ? stop showing off around please.
elaine signing off !
Hey there little earthlings ! Chinese New Year's holidays are over. Back to school , everything still the same. When first step into school , I've a stress feeling which I don't know why. School was not that bad , but my science was super boring today. I did not yawn , but my sleepy eyes kept closing and closing but luckily I didn't fell asleep.Sorry ther's no new pictures , the uploader hates me , kept erorring. I miss 2007 , when I'm form 1. I'm just so naive , innocent and pure happy kid. Is not that i'm not happy now but its just URGH. I don't know. My bloody emotionals lost control. I can be very hyper and also emo too. I kept laughing and laughing in the class today , well that's just for fun. But after some incident , I felt different. DEFINITELY DIFFERENT. I felt sad due to somethings. I'm trying to forget everything in past but it's just so hard for me. I tried so hard to tolerate and not to be too sensitive about it. I can't. I alway force myself by saying "they're just friends" to myself when I saw them together. But my heart was jealousing so much when I saw them talking so happily. But when comes to me , I'll just have the pure bitter face or bitter smile to you and I'll start telling you I don't like this , I don't like that. I don't mind you guys be how close. But why do you always appear when we're together and why are you always ditch me when you saw her ? Is that fair to me ? I FUCKing hate this bloody feeling. I bet afteryou guys read this will got missunderstood the whole thing. I've no where to let me spread out my feeling and blog is the only way. I'm not saying you're flirting or anything with him. I can't face the FACT ? what fact ? I've no freakking idea to solve this. I'm not asking you to avoid from him or anything. I'm expressing my hate feeling abt him. Maybe i quit is the only way ? Oh , Jesus. pls tell me how should i face this problem , How can i be not that sensitive abt them ? I need a way , oh lord. pls give me a way OUT. I don't like hating anyone. Hating someone is hard and you're the one who surfering. Jun Yi , you're right , Usually the person you love the most is the person who hurt you the most. Now , I know how's the feeling. I'm really sorry for what i did in the past.
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